Hey, LD4All. I’ve joined here in a quest for a Lucid Dream. I’ve been wanting to experience Lucidity for a long while, but I’ve never been able to achieve it, or at least bring my self to achieve it. Hopefully, discovering this website and community will help me. So, here are my circumstances right now; your advice would be appreciated.
I’m a university student who has around two months left on his course, and is busy finishing his assignments. Yeah, I probably won’t have time for long LDs.
In recent weeks I’ve been going to bed really late, between 2am and 4am. Many times I’ve woke up late and had breakfast after 12 noon.
I seem to have a body clock; I always get out of bed 8 or 9 hours after I get in. When I awake from sleep, I always have a painful back, and won’t get out of bed until the pain subsides.
Sleep is… not something I fear exactly, but sometimes I try to keep myself awake to avoid going to sleep. It’s the fact that it’s such an unknown, that when you fall asleep you don’t even notice it, it just happens without you noticing. The fact that I fear death doesn’t help either.
Whether I dream or not is pretty much random, I’ve never had control over my dreams, but I have remembered and noted down the most memorable ones, including an interesting gender-change experience.
So, what advice can you give me on achieving Lucidity? I want to get into Lucidity first, but after that I want to achieve this month’s quest, to find my true form… that of a wolf, most probably, but I wouldn’t mind being one of my other characters…
EDIT: think I’m getting somewhere, seemed to experience some paralysis last night, but I got a bit scared and jerked out. But I’m a step closer to lucidity!