I found out the hard way as to why you should never be put off doing RC’s in Wl, and I feel the need to tell people, because it may help them. Anyway, last night, I had a series of dreams, which led to me coming as close to lucidity as possible. But I didn’t achieve it, because I failed to RC.
Basically, I had been having this long, vivid dream about getting on a bus to go to different places, before cycling around, exploring the new areas I was in. I am very into “exploation biking” as I call it in real life, and so everything seemed completely normal in the dream.
This is where it got a bit confusing. I “woke up”, or at least I thought I did. I didn’t do an RC after waking up, because I forgot/was too tired. But then I thought “I want to go back into this dream, but this time I will try to WILD into it”. I closed my eyes, and started seeing blobs of colour almost instantly. I felt a sinking feeling, and then started to hear lots of noises around me; voices of friends at school.
I opened my eyes slowly, cautious that I was in a dream, and that if I was to get too excited, it would end. But I woke up on the floor, assuming I had fallen out of bed, and didn’t do my RC. This was a split second after I’d told myself to do a RC. Someone explained that I had been sleep walking, and punched my best friend in the nose. I can’t remember exactly what happened after that, but I soon woke up. However, I can remember the room in great deatil; we were in the middle of a town, “Sawtry” in the UK, and it was lightly coloured, with hints of green on the wall. There were military style beds up against the wall on all four sides, and two wardrobes next to the door. There weren’t any windows, but there were still blinds you could pull down, for some weird reason. The floor was white, as was the ceiling, however the floor also had a pattern on it; streaks of gray on it. I could go on for a lot more, but this is not the purpose of this post.
Firstly, I don’t know if I had a FA or not. It seemed as real as real life. I could feel my senses perfectly, and even had to shake my arm a bit because it had gone numb. But I don’t understand how I could have done WILD so quickly (About 30 seconds) Secondly, although I am very annoyed at the fact that I didn’t do an RC despite reminding myself to, I have learnt a lesson to share with you all, which is the main purpose of this post.
I have a habit of “not bothering” to do RC’s if I’m really, really tired. Or if I remember about doing RC’s, sometimes I don’t do them because “I’m certain it’s already waking life”. If anyone else has the same habit as me, please try to change it, because as you’ve just heard, it can affect your tendancy to use one in a dream. From now on, I’m going to make much more of a habit to do an RC every time I remember, regardless of how tired I am, or what I believe