P.S. Make sure not to let anyone touch those stones you wear. Unless you know inside they can.
Thanks nowell 
This doesnt seem to me like a “vampire case” (i’d be very sceptical about that anyway). If you are empathic, you can sense emotions in other people, and if they are very sad and in pain then you can have a pretty bad experience if you dont shield yourself a bit from it (like what happened with Q). Trust me, its no fun …
Are you skeptical about psychic vampires or that the homeless man was one? From my experience psychic “vampires” are very real.
the homeless man - i knew him already because he sold a paper and i used to buy it from him now and then.
when it happened it was in the time i just discovered the healing gift and it was very strong in me. That day i talked to the homeless man and i asked if he was allright.
before i knew it my hand was on his forhead and it was likea moment frozen in time. I could almost see light beings behind him and hear like angelic singing. (this is what i see/hear when i think back of the memory).
He let me do it although he was as surprised as me about it i think. I think it lasted about 10 seconds. Then i removed my hand and felt confused and ashamed. I didn’t know how soon i should run home. My husband was with me (at that time i just met him) and he said i shouldn’t have done that. I felt very dirty, ashamed, confused, insecure, angry, whatever. Very very bad.
I never dared go to that shop again for a long time, and later i when i did i hoped i wouldn’t encounter him. I never have and started to wonder if i didn’t kill him or anything. But i have seen him once and that was kind of a relief.
It is only now i dare to speak about this - i have felt so bad about this for a long long time.
I asked my online reader/healer (she had done a session for me once) about it and she said that his bad feelings had resonated with my own stuff from the past and that it had to do with that. For me i think it is a combination of taking over his bad stuff and it resonating with my own onsolved stuff.
I don’t know about energy vampire, but it could explain why i couldn’t resist putting my hand on his head. It was just suddenly there. But at that time i also was full of the ‘i can heal people i can heal the world’ feeling, almost felt like i was jesus or something.
In hindsight i now consider it as a big lesson.
You have good insight Q. And I hope you don’t feel ashamed or anything else you typed anymore. You shouldn’t.
One of the hardest feelings to battle is not to help someone when you feel is so clearly in you that it almost hurts.
Energy vampires truly exist. People w/ psychic abilities protect themselves from this on a daily basis. People who are empaths have great feeling but you also can be blindsided by the good and the emotions that come with being able to do that good. You can’t always sense them.
anyway that’s not the topic.
But I can surely empathize and sympathize with your gift. Since I moved from where there were people that could guide me to a place where there is absolutely no one, it’s been really hard.
Q, I think you felt confused and ashamed because you did something that you did not set out to do and afterwards immediately you realised it was something “odd” you shouldnt have done. Perhaps also because the man did not ask you to do anything, and yet you had such a sudden experience anyway (it’s a bit like an unasked invasion of his privacy, although your intention might have been good). Then there was also your husband’s negative comments on it all. I dont see that this has anything to do with negative intentions of this man towards you (why would he be surprised if that was so).
no, it hadn’t to do with negative intentions, but it was something with negative emotions. It was not normal how i felt. I have never felt that way before and i hope i will never feel that way again. It was like a huge blow and i was really out of balance. The oddness and things like that, yes that also played a part.
The thing i remember most is that i had an enormous anger inside of me. I wanted to hit things to pieces! I had never felt that way. Really really strong feeling.
It didn’t really feel he took my energy. It felt the energy was channeled through me, but at the same time i took over or resonated with bad stuff. Somehow it triggered things within me. As i would call it now, he was a “heavy” case. But i now think i maybe needed that too, so i could clear out that heavy stuff of myself that came to the surface. In any case i learned never to do things like that again, and if i do a healing, i should prepare and protect myself, and do it in a protected environment too. I should treat my gift and myself with respect. To write “my” gift sounds weird, like it is mine. I feel like it is a privelege that it comes through me. And I should respect that. And myself.
I think i now finally can put into words what i learned and what the healing gift means for me. I am still finding the words for it. I’m grateful for this topic.
nowell, there is a topic on energy vampires in Sealife you might be interested in. I didn’t know they really existed.
dreamofpeace.net/sealife/viewtopic.php?t=2681 You need to be a member to read it though. But sealife is a great place, i think you’ll enjoy it 
(or maybe you already are a member )
I did not say your intention was negative, rather that the whole situation enhanced the bad emotions that you received from your connection to the man. I’d call that a profound empathic experience, and yes we can learn a lot from such instances!
ah yes, xetrov No your last sentence - that’s what i got from it - that it would be his intent to somehow send me that negative emotions or take from me. But i think, like you, that was not the case also.
Q:
first of all, you don’t need to hide anything
Second, always protect yourself, you don’t want to get any stuff while you are donig something. I speak out of experience… :\
Third, negative emotions and things can come from other things, such as entities etc.
as last, heal or get yourself healed from things from your past and this life first, i know that you still have some things to deal with
anyway, didn’t know you could do this, its cool though
Very good advice, PuddingBunny.
Sometimes toxic emotional blocks can move to the healer though. Sometimes an emotional detoxification prescription like saying “schuuu” and thinking something green while cleansing the liver meridian helps with anger. Or ‘dry crying’ for the lungs/sadness/grief.
what’s “dry crying”? and how’s it done?
PS, how do you feel when you are healing someone normally? Like if nothing bad is backing up into you…Do you feel what they feel and kind of chase it away or is it more a vision with language like w/ Q and the girl in a coma, or is it actual emotions that you put out of yourself? When something blocking moves to you is there no other way to get rid of it besides a “detox”? If you don’t own it can’t you just seperate it and let it go?..Just trying to get my mind around this stuff…
Dry crying is a method used so that adults can remember again how to truely cry. Standing on your feet you put you arms in the air, and stretch backwards so the psoas muscles vibrate for a few minutes (relaxation is important). Then bend forwards and imagine the toxins going into the ground (hands touching the ground.
There are diffent methods of treatment.
Some of it is guiding, dredging and purging channels.
Most illness is caused by emotional bockages.
Some of it is actually breaking up bloated energy blockages like the kind caused by grasping certain emotions or by organ disease. Energetic onocology (cancer treatment) is one of the pinnacles of ChiKung medicine and is very difficult to learn. Cancer is somthing that if not approached carefully can bring the practioner down. Even some severe diseases can do something similar.
Consider the following:
- A kirlan photograph of a healthy doctor shows no streamers and a very solid wei qi field, and in the finger that touches the plate
- A normal person has a lot of streamers and energy in the limb that touches the plate.
- Someone with cancer has large streamers and no energy showing in their finger that touches the plate.
From these we can see that cancer patients and to some degree other patients also ‘leech’ energy from those around them.
Purging qi stagnation from cancer/and other patients:
This is very difficult. There are certain training modalities which teach methods like the soaring pheonix(one of many methods) to purge toxicity out of the body. Some of these methods involve energetically sealing the wrist or distancing the energetic involvement with the toxic qi.
However it is still possible that it will eneter the energetic system, even if the energetic protection meditation or wu zang five organ meditation for energetic protection is done beforehand. Which is done as a preparation before treatment. It is quite a bit to fathom and takes some time. But I recommend you get a class like PasQuale took, it helps a lot. A lot more than just a few seminars. She can probably suggest some or you might be able to find an accredited ChiKung doctor near you.
The text book is over a thousand pages… and worth every penny.
the healing class i took is totally different from what phantomspectre discribes. What i learned had to do with aura/chackra etc, and not with diseases like cancer etc. A lot of what you say i can follow but i have no experience with chikung.
The healing i do is guided, and sometimes i use what i learned in that school, or it is a combination of the two.
I feel the emotions with the person, i don’t feel them myself. If the block is released the healee (the one that receives the healing) starts to cry, or lauch, or sigh or belch. Sometimes I feel myself belching as well, or sighing.
I just know what’s going on, or what is needed. Sometimes I see it. I’m still learning.
Im still learning too.
Phantomspectre wrote:
Why would anyone want to learn how to “truely cry”? I’m sick and tired of crying. I’ve cried enough for everyone on this forum.
People who heal need to know how to heal themselves too, right? Does healing someone else fall in the same realm as “you can’t love someone until you learn to love yourself”?
This is a very interesting topic.
Crying can produce a huge energy release. If someone has a lot of negative energy blocked up, it’s really unhealthy. I think that the negative energy can be pushed out through the eyes and form tears. It always helps me when I’m VERY stressed and I cry a little. Maybe it will ease adults and let them know that crying is OK.
First of all, I wouldn’t recommend healing anyone unless you yourself are healed. If you heal someone while you have bad energy, it may leak out of you and into them, and no one benefits from that. So yeah, I think it’s a good idea to learn and heal YOURSELF before you go healing others.
Healing means giving love, making things whole. Love has the ability to heal, so yeah, it’s just about the same thing…