so - time to share some of mine, had quite a few
(btw iām not an addict).
Wednesday 30 march 2005
White Crystal World-bridger

wolfgame LD
only relevant fragment put here, the whole dream is in my DJ 
Then I realize iām still lucid and i want to find about the wolves in the wolfgame. So I try finding info on it. I look around me. There is like carved into stone: āSiiw saw Inchā I read it more times. It changes from shape but the names Siiw and Inch stay.
[com]comment after dream -Also the wolf part was interesting, for the first time I have a LD about wolfgame. I wonder if it means siiw is a wolf or inch or both. I tend to interpret it as siiw being seer and having seen inch as a wolf.
after wolfgame comment: both siiw and inch were vill - so far for getting info in wolfgame LDās
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saturday may 7 2005

Yellow Spectral Seed
Wolf hunt (ND)
Yup, a wolfgame dream.
There are wolves loose, only I know this. Tonight they have eaten a white duck in the park. (lol, Rubberduck?)[color=darkred]I need to warn the people. There is a hunting club and I want to take them to the park to point out the wolves to them, while they are still in their wolf shape.
Iām now at the entrance of the park, and the guy who guards it is sceptical at my story. The wolves have now changed into human form again and are feeding the ducks on a bench in the park. I point them out but nobody believes me.[/color]
I wasnāt playing wolfgame at that time. Rubberduck was eaten that night, i cant recall if this dream was before or after that.
saturday may 21 2005
[kin=38]
White Crystal Mirror
Wolfgame (ND)
[ND]Iām preparing for the Wolfgame for today. Iām in my childhood street, where I used to play, near the bridge. The wolfgame takes place at the bridge. It is asphalted, and a bit like a road. A female DC is there, skating around. I ask my HB if I should put a warning that skaters are not allowed in the wolfgame, or that it is dangerous to skate there. My HB says it isnāt necessary.
I have left off my glasses. Iām also on skates. Iām amazed how I skate without my glasses on. I ask my HB if he has seen my glasses, he says I have them. I realize I have left them in my back pocket. I put them on.
Meanwhile Iām drinking wine and eating olives, Iām hungry. But I keep the wine in my mouth and spit it out later. Later I see I have done that on the stove, where my HB is cooking. The wine is just under there. Iām disgusted at this and wonder what I was thinking when I spat that there. I get some paper towels and try to clean it.
Then I have to write down something, it has to do with the game. There are little squares where I have to put the amount of Members. There are 3 of those. The third one I leave empty as I canāt remember right now. I will fill it in later. Then I remember I have to tell fiX in RP that he should build my Royal Suite, as I now know what it is supposed to look like. (Like I saw in the Louvre, a lot of paintings, and murals, and gold paint). I already have 3 paintings. I start writing short paragraphs.
My HB comes in and adjust the pillows on the couch. I ask him if he doesnāt want to rest, as his back seems to be hurting while doing this. He says he is ok.
Then I write about 7 paragraphs and then Iām finished. I close the folder I was writing in with a relieved feeling and stand up to go to my HB. I then wake up.[/ND]
This was while I was GMing wolfgame.
Tuesday 24 may 2005
[kin=41]
Red Lunar Dragon
Seli 23 Spectral Moon
Wolfgame
Iām checking my PMās to see if everybody has voted yet. If they all vote for Fixos the game will have ended and I have to write ending scene. I see PM from RubberDuck. (canāt remember what was in it). Also a PM from eMb telling me to vote for Fixos. I PM him back to explain that Iām the GM so I canāt vote, because I already know what everybody is, that wouldnāt be fair. I suddenly canāt remember if I have voted before and I go to check on the votes to see if my name is between them, and what I have voted then
The last night before the game I GM-ed ended. I actually put [classified] in this before game was over because you can read from this that Fixos isnāt a wolf. Fixos was indeed voted out next day and the game was over.
Saturday may 28 2005
[kin=45]
Red Rhytmic Serpent
Wolfgame cardgame ā the Bomb
[ND]Iām looking for definition of burnout in my book ā instead I see a definition of āwolfgameā. ā9-13 players, 21-43 players, 72-81 players: congratulations on getting so much players together. Now add the Bombā
Then I see it played as a cardgame. About 36 players. Everybody sits on the floor in a rectangular shape, with cards in front of them. The wolves say:āwe attack player 2 because of the way she looked when she got her cards.ā She shows her card. Itās the Bomb. All wolves are instantly killed and the game is over.
Next game. The GM asks me if I want to join. I say:āno, I have myself not allowed to play anymore.ā āVery goodā she says. Then she gives out the cards and Iām in the game, but helping Grace (from Will and Grace) by picking her cards. At one moment she gets; āportal of Darkness III ā the reign of terror has startedā Now she has that card she can start the wolf attack. Or it means she is a wolf or something.[/ND]
this has given me an idea for the āBombā⦠something that can kill one wolf at night, if the wolf happens to target that player in the night and the player has armed the bomb, it will kill the wolf. But it kills the player too ā or he can just do it once. Or maybe there can be a ābombā in play which villagers can give to each other - if wolves tries to kill the one who carries the bomb, the bomb will go off and kill one wolf instead.
Another dream while I wasnāt in a wolfgame. This was after I GM-ed game 5. The definition of burn-out in my book ā i really felt burnt out after that game, put way too much energy in it (but I couldnāt help it, it was so fun to do
)
29 may 2005 Sunday
[kin=46]
White Resonant World-bridger
IRL wolfgame 5 (ND)
[ND]Iām plaing wolfgame 5 again as GM but this time it is IRL. It is nice weather. We play it outside. All the players are sitting like in some kind of audience. Moogle is in front of them. She wears grey. I try to remember all the Roles and who they where. I carry a little notebook where I have put that. I notice I left that open. That is not smart, the players might see it. I close it and put it next to me.
It is time for the night kill. But first they may see the Sorc. One of the players will tell me a joke and the sorc will come. He says something I canāt really understand. I remain quiet. Moogle now rushes to a curtain, stands there, and rushes back again. The guy is still quiet after his joke. I say I donāt understand his joke. Now he may see the Sorc. Moogle has already left, but a stagehand (lol) still holds up the curtain and drapes it like it has an invisible person under it.
The guy who told the joke says: He is the Sorc! Oh⦠no he canāt be, he doesnāt play.
Then a DC who I know in the dream, feels like collegue or old classmate comes and asks me how everything goes. He is also GM of another wolfgame. I donāt really know what to reply, but he complains to me how his wolves eat his coworkers, and that is annoying. I play along and agree with him, and then comment on my wolves.
Then it is time for the nightkill. The body is shown. It has a piece of paper āJ.ā. I think: āJ?ā who was J? I look in my book for the playerās names. Ah āJay.ā. I now have to go on IRC to announce it and write it in the forum.
I go to my computer which is in a gardenhouse, and the screen I draw in the air. I have LD powers but I donāt realize it is a dream. I look at the clock, which are floating numbers in the air. 18.50. Time to put in who was killed.[/ND]
Wednesday 29 june 2005
[kin=77]
Red Crystal Earth
voted out in wolfgame
[ND]Iām playing outside in the sun with other people when siiw calls me. She says I died. I think:āoh no, wolves ate me first night? Ah well, good for them then. Now I have to wait weeks until I can play in a new game!ā. I enter the building where I live, then I rethink and look at the door if the wolves left something. They left a basket with apples. I take them to my room and examine them. There must be 4 different colored apples. But no, all of them all look the same. It is impossible to find the wolves this way
.
Then I realize it is day and it is votes. Everybody voted me out? How can that be? I havenāt even voted yet? It isnāt 11 oāclock yet? How can siiw announce the votes already? I run home (my childhood home) to check the voting results on teletext. I must have gotten a huge majority if my lost vote didnāt count. [/ND]
I woke up after that.
slightly nightmarish
wolfgame dream #3 in 3 days 
nb: I wasnāt voted out first day but eaten by wolb the
at the 5th night if I remember correctly.
Thursday july 7 2005
[kin=85]
Red Resonant Serpent
Seer
Iām playing the wolfgame in a real life setting. This is game 8. Siiw is the GM again. Iām the Seer
I ask Siiw if we have the āseer sees on night 0ā rule again. I really have to find that sorc quickly because Iām sure the players will vote me off quickly due to my behaviour in the previous game

I wonder who the sorc could be. Moogle?
Dream in the same wolfgame as above dream. Moogle thought I was a wolf
(She had been eaten that night). I was just an innocent villager but I like to act suspiciously
Thatās why I probably had that dream.
saturday jule 9th 2005
[kin=87]
Blue Solar Hand
Midday nap.
Ragnarok
wolfgame dream 
[ND]Iām looking at the start of the Real Game topic on the forum and I see only now that siiw has posted a beautiful picture with her first post. It is abstract, orange and red (although i later remember blue/lightblueish)
In the bottom right corner of the picure are 5 ovals. Those are the eggs that hatch the ppl with the roles. (sorc/seer/wolves).
The eggs of the dead players are already darkened. She keeps this up too! Iām impressed by siiw keeping that up too.
When you mouse over over the white eggs, the pointer becomes a light sparkly star. Iām amazed.
I notice only two eggs are dark, it should be three. She must have forgotten to change it with the last wolfkill. This doesnāt add up at all, lol but in the dream it did
Under the picture is a little story line along the lines of: āRagnarok was tired of doing all things by himself so siiw decided to help him take care of the universe.ā I know Ragnarok is a big mythical bird and he somehow plays a role in the story siiw made up for the wolfgame. I wonder how it will end.[/ND]
[com]I have no idea if Ragnarok indeed is that, in the dream i wanted to PM siiw about it, IRL too
Siiw if you read this, is Ragnarok something mythical norsk?
edit: googled ragnarok. It is indeed related to norsk mythology
And has something to do with wolves too! Iām amazed!
I thought the wolfgame would be over after that dream - but it lasted 2 more days. [/com]
19 july 2005 Tuesday
[kin=97]
Red rhythmic Earth
WOLF!
[ND]Iām playing wolfgame. It is in a real life setting, in a classroom, with benches. Iām a wolf. The DC to the right of me somehow knows. She says: āYou are a wolf arenāt you? How do you deliberate with the other wolves then? Do you meet them? Where? When?ā She is constantly bugging me.
Siiw sits across me. She tells me in private that she knows Iām a wolf. I think she is the seer and she saw me first night. I weakly defend myself.
I canāt remember who the other wolves are. Where is that Moogle PM? Ah, there it is. She made a very nice one, like a story, with blue and red text. The title is a word in caps, I canāt remember what word. But she uses another word for each role. (eg wolves have another title, the vills, and the seer). Those words together also make the story. It was very ingenious.
Ah, there the names of the other wolves. We are with four. I have to meet them. The female DC to my right is still bugging me and follows me to the place I meet up with the others. One of the other wolves is Victoria with her long white hair. (old classmate/friend). DePerc is also a wolf. They come to me to greet me but I wave them frantically away, that annoying DC is still following me.
The stairs are white, like ballroom stairs.
Then Iām with them together and I tell them I think siiw is seer and we should kill her. We tell Moogle that. We are in another classroom, empty and dark, only us and Moogle. We wait⦠then Moogle writes on the forum (which is a sheet of paper on the bench): āSiiw used her one time protection spell and therefore wasnāt killed by the wolvesā.
I think: āDarn, that protection spell, forgot all about itā. Now we have to kill her tomorrow, then she canāt defend herself. But why did Moogle write it down like that? Now everybody knows siiw isnāt a wolf. I will probably be voted out now. I will never be able to play as a wolf, the seer will look at me first turn and Iām out before I know it.
[snip]
Same setting but beginning of a new game with new players. The GM hands out eggs with the roles. She looks like my teacher in brugklas. (first grade in highschool? I was 12). Siiw sits in front of me again. The eggs are like ostrich eggs and glowing. Siiw hasnāt yet opened her egg. She looks at me. I decide I want to have hers and take it before she notices it. Moogle gives siiw the egg I would have gotten.
Iām a wolf again. I hope siiw isnāt seer again. I check my wolf PM for the names of the others. A lot of names in there. āfee, fear, ā¦. Legendā. Legend plays too this game and is a wolf again? I meet up with the others. We are only four. What about all those other names? I discuss tactics with them and also the fact that Iām probably voted out first. I also ask legend if he still feels guilty about being a wolf, then we can vote him out, accuse him etc, that will make us less suspicious.
Atheist is also a wolf. I tell him I hope he can stay in long this time, nobody will suspect him.[/ND]
[com]This was a fun dream, I got to play a wolf in wolfgame
. This would probably happen in a real game as well, I think the seer would look at me very early in the game.
I wasnāt in wolfgame at that time, however DePerc turned out to be a wolf that game
Why canāt I have those dreams when Iām playing the game? [/com]
Thursday august 18th 2005
[kin=127]
Blue Planetary Hand
stupid GM
[ND]Iām playing the wolfgame in a real life setting. The GM is a man with a short red beard. The night has just started. The GM calls the wolves to discuss the kill for that night. One of the wolves (young male DC) approaches him and whispers the name of the intended victim.
The GM doesnāt understand it and calls loudly the name. forgot it but on reading the wolfgame forum Nefari springs to mind.
He crosses out the name on his list. Siiw is also in the room. It resembles a classroom a bit, but without the tables and chairs. Along the walls are low benches. I sat on one of them, siiw entered the room and sits a bit more in the back.
I approach the GM and tell him that he shouldnāt mention that name already, he has to wait until the night is over. Now I call loudly:āNefari! use your protection spell!ā Then they havenāt eaten anybody.
I explain to the GM that he should wait also for the seers to do their thing, he can only announce tomorrow if the wolves killed anybody. And not write:āNefari used his protection spellā either.
He says he didnāt realize it was that complicated. I point out that he also shouldnāt call for the wolves to approach him like that because they can be seen that way. Now I have seen one of the wolves.[/ND]
i donāt know who it was! I only saw a male DC 
nb: the first night nefari wasnāt eaten but fear. So far for precog 
that were more dreams than I thought!